why.. i dont know!!

I dont know why I havent been writing in this.. I always think about it, but then i never get around to it.

memo to self: start paying attention to minor details. it seems like my focus is always the bigger picture, bigger things. i feel like everyone needs to just pay attention, and appreciate, the smaller things in life. like colors, smells, nature, etc. "stop and smell the roses" seems like a good way to sum up how i feel.

see, here i am again not knowing what to write... "I'M NO SUPERMAN!"... ((scrubs is on))

learning about rome and western civilization makes me realize more and more that america is not going to last too much longer as the world's biggest superpower..
it just doesnt happen..
every other country ((or empire)) that thought so just fell super hard.
history should teach us what NOT to do again, when really, people take history and just go "we're better than that now though"...
so nothing is developed..
no progress..
just nationalism nationalism "our country is the best!!"...
there is no "hey, our country might need some work"
because that's just terrorism!! ISN'T IT!?!

"you're either with us or you're a terrorist"

ok angelica is on her way to my house and she's going to be pissed that i'm still in my PJs watching scrubs haha