bada boom BIG BOOM

lately i've been trying to get into the habit of doing what i want instead of what i should be doing... it's been getting me into doing some pretty interesting things like play my guitar more, read all the harry potters again, start movie marathons, write a lot more, travel more, etc.

but it's also helped me find out what i really want out of life... i mean i always knew that i wanted to travel and live minimally ((because useless clutter of luxuries makes me feel guilty)) but i always thought "im never getting married" and "im never having kids"...

lately though i've found out that i still dont want to have kids ((there are way too many people)) but i do want to get married... and i realize that i can only be married to someone who fits some criteria:

1. over 6 foot ((yea... sad i know))

2. pretty eyes and teeth

ok enough of the superficial stuff

3. needs to be into some kind of art (music, painting, photography, writing, etc.)

4. is able to live minimally and try a whole bunch of different kinds of food with me

5. does not want kids and hopefully for the same reason i dont

6. will NEVER think about buying me a diamond ring

7. will wear a dumb n dumber tuxedo to our wedding and not because i forced him to

8. can spend all of our time playing video games, reading good books, drinking cheap wine and waiting for the next plane, car, bike, boat out of here

i dont think that's too much to ask for.. i have some friends who fit those criteria... so i think that's why i figure if i ever do get married, it has to be the same thing that i look for now in my friends...

this is just something i needed to share in order to remind myself that at one point in my life, i knew exactly what i wanted

ohh and i also want to make a living by writing creatively... books, poetry, short stories, ghostwrite for someone else.. i dont care.. i want to read and write for the rest of my life

for now, my life is perfect just the way it is.. not that i'm going to keep it this way, but as of RIGHT NOW 11:17AM JULY 1, 2009, i am perfectly ok with everything in my life and will continue to strive for the best of my ability and i think that everyone needs to do the same thing

((PS my brother just said "i love you" on the phone to his gf and didnt even flinch.. he's 17... is this going to go super well or end super horribly?? we'll see... damn my mind for always trying to tell what the future is... just be happy for what it is now!))