Love is Irritational

sidenote pt.1: my brother will (hopefully) be guest blogging on this blog from now on. He will (hopefully) disclose when it is him writing

sidenote pt. 2: I will be in South America until November and I have made a blog through tumblr. I know I know... There's reasons..

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I have found myself hopelessly in love with a boy I met about three weeks ago.

We met in San Diego at a skate convention called ASR.

We met at a Bliss Magazine after party on the rooftop of a downtown San Diego hotel where there was a beautiful mermaid swimming in the rooftop pool.

We spent the night together and then he visited me in Long Beach for two days.

It took two days to realize we were in love with each other

He lives in Australia.

I am irrational.

I am irrationally in love with a boy I do not know very well

Explanation:

There needs to come a time where you realize that happiness and sadness are completely connected and both need each other to exist. I am super happy right now with this boy, even though we can't see each other all the time. But I am also aware and prepared for potential heartbreak for the sole fact that I'm loving blindly and hopelessly. I'm "dreaming big" so to speak, about what this could potentially be.

But isn't that the way you should do anything? When else do you limit yourself because of fear of failing? Only with love. You were heartbroken once and now you promised yourself you'd never be in that situation again. So every relationship after that is half-assed. You're wasting your time! You're living in the potential of the future.

So I can also say that I'm not going to live in a house for fear of a fire. Because it could happen!! So why buy a house if it might catch on fire? Right?? Too far-fetched

I think i'm getting to my point, i promise... it's almost there

I'm going to love fully, without fear of what might happen because of memories of what HAS happened. That is not in my personality, or my behavior, to half-ass things because I'm afraid

Fear is a Curse

I love a boy from Australia. I met him three weeks ago. We're going to get married

I dare you to tell my future for me. Because you don't know either

Now You Know